衰神伴身
Ok. Thing is like this. Let's start from the very beginning.
Monday.
I wake up early at 7.00 a.m., for me, it is really early. i go school around 8.00 a.m., kerani ask me wait, i wait. after 20 mins, kerani baru tell me the things i wan doesnt at there. ok. so i go find the teacher i wan to find, the teacher doesnt at there. ok. so i drive to pasar to OK shop, but havent open yet. ok. so i go cimb bank, but havent open yet. ok. so i go phone store, but havent open yet. ok. nevermind.
afternoon. i run out of money. so i go public bank. mesin rosak. ok. so i go hong leong bank. "akaun anda tidak sah". ok. so i go bank islam. wait.. sri aman dont have bank islam. ok. i go OK shop again. tauke talk to me almost 30 mins. ok.
Tuesday.
I wake up early at 6.06 a.m., i go general hospital, follow ppl berbaris, take no.37. so i think 1 min for 1 patient, so i plan to come back at 7.30 am. but when i come back at 7.19 am, my nombor pass. so i get new number, no.105. ok. they lost my vdrl form. ok. i didnt bring any rubber hair for doing x-ray. ok. (i borrow it at last.) i dont know how to wear the baju x-ray. ok. (luckily i saw an old lady how to wear it and i back to wear it for second time, apathen, i will be most sexiest woman for taking x-ray.) i saw my blood pump out as a line when the nurse take out the needle from my arm, and my arm bruised later. ok. i wan wait my fren to go eat lunch but the minute my fren come out from his room, i be called to my room. ok. and the medical assistants say some tests cant be done becoz tidak sempat. ok.
so...i havent eat yet for past 18 hours alr. but i decided to go dr.guang first to ask for the test. the nurse's attitude shows she having bad day also. ok. doctor help me take blood on my other hand but didnt success. ok. so finally i go eat fast food and order ice milo but guess what? the ice milo really got ice but it is warm de. sigh*
Wednesday.
I wake up early at 7.00 a.m., i eat my breakfast and drink my water in a rush, as doctor ask me eat and must drink a lot of water yesterday. and i go dr.guang. and i wait. wait. then nurse call me go inside. then doctor help me take my blood. this is THIRD BLOOD TAKEN IN 2 DAYS. and this time really hurt and take longer time too to find my fucking vessel and i swear i got pray to guanyin buddha jesus and god but still take a long time to finally reach my blood. ok. ok. so i go home to help to sembahyang program. i use my 2 needled hands shift so many heavy things like watermelon, steamed chicken and pork and duck and other things which make me feel i m gonna to make my both hands cacat. fine. when everyone go home and dad go mukah and sis go sibu, i vacuuming the floor and sending back kakak and bringing my mum go buy things. ok. leave the day until here.
Thursday.
FINALLY! COME TO FUCKING TODAY.
i wake up early at 7.00 am. thinking myself having good sleep yesterday. so i back home get myself dressed after sending my mum go work. then i go take passport photo and oh gosh, it's ghost pic. damn fucking swollen eyes. my fault. ok. after having nice and happy breakfast wif girl frens, i go take my mum from office. and while i drive to jkr, fucking rubbish things start coming. cute digi agent calls me say that htc one is run out of stock. THIS IS FUCKING SECOND TIME 2 PHONE AGENTS TELL ME THEY CANT GET ME THE PHONE AFTER THEY PROMISE ME THEY WILL!! first time is penang maxis agent. he say to my sis he will send to me in 2 weeks. after send him the money i wait very patiently and peace, but after almost 1 month he say cant get the phone to me in short. and return money to me. ok. fine. so i decided to give up on htc one alr. but later that i go kch, the digi agent raise up my hope again. he tell me sure can get the phone, but the timing problem only becoz of raya, and he still confirm me i can get the phone b4 i leave to kl. so i believe him again, becoz he really such a nice and helpful guy, plus he didnt ask me pay any money for the phone or plan first. just tell me wait for his call once the phone reach. BUT WHAT FUCKING YOU TELL ME TODAY YOU CANT GET THE PHONE TO ME AGAIN???!?!?! WHY YOU PROMISE ME EARLIER THEN??!?!?!!! WHY YOU GIVE ME HOPE AND LET ME DOWN FOR SECOND TIME??!???!!!! WHY?????? WHY??!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!ok. fine. i didnt get angry actually. i feel angry yes. but i didnt show it in action. i make calm.
after go home. my family blame me for this. ok. fine. i wan call the agent to discuss which phone to take next but i found out i run out of phone credit. ok. fine. so i try use bank islam to do the reload and the system say alr minus rm10 from my account but nothing fucking happen to my phone. ok. fine. i use cimb online banking again and it's success this time. thanks god.
i online check things while making decision which phone i should get after the phone call. and i checked tiok jpa is opened alr for stpm top students and i try to get the pemohonan and found out there is no pemohonan but just check the name list and my ic is not in there. ok. fine. i m not stpm top student. and non-stpm-top-student cant apply for jpa what fucking i just realize. (or maybe there got other pemohonan i not sure.) nvr mind. then i saw ppl say ptptn need wat documents and one of them is wat surat pengesahan penjaga kedua tidak bekerja. what fucking is that surat pengesahan tidak bekerja. ok fine. ok fine. ok really fine.
last, i go hong leong bank again and try my bank card, it's still "akaun anda tidak sah". so i go ask officer there see is it my problem or my card's sim problem. and guess what? the officer say it is not my problem just hello kitty bank card cant be used anymore and must change to blue bank card. and i m like WHAT IS YOUR HONG LEONG BANK FUCKING STUPID POINT THEN TO MAKE HELLO KITTY BANK CARD AVAILABLE AT THE VERY FIRST PLACE?!!!?!?!?!!!! DONT YOU DONT EVER MAKE IT AVAILABLE AS YOU WAN TO BAN IT DONT YOU FUCKING STUPID DONT YOU THINK AND SAY AND DO???!?!??!!!!!! i didnt get angry in action. really. i just calm and asked so can i change the card now. and the officer say today system down. ok fine. SYSTEM DOWN.
so, here is my story about how i really feel i get 衰神 beside me these few days. i been needled to take blood three times in 2 days, 2 times at the same place on my left arm, wake up very early continuously for days, go public bank mesin rosak, go hong leong bank akaun tidak sah and go bank islam which never existed, 2 times 2 different agents give me hope and promise me can get me the htc one and i really wait very peaceful and happily and patiently for 2 times but fucking tell me cant at last and also fucking for 2 times, and my family dont trust me and still think i m childish and dont know anything and my best friend go accompany her boyfriend and my boyfriend go accompany his best friend. this world is really a dump thing and i m gonna leave it and jump into another dumper world, soon.
cheers! i can live well on my own wif my bad luck. really. i could.
ya, that's all.
Monday.
I wake up early at 7.00 a.m., for me, it is really early. i go school around 8.00 a.m., kerani ask me wait, i wait. after 20 mins, kerani baru tell me the things i wan doesnt at there. ok. so i go find the teacher i wan to find, the teacher doesnt at there. ok. so i drive to pasar to OK shop, but havent open yet. ok. so i go cimb bank, but havent open yet. ok. so i go phone store, but havent open yet. ok. nevermind.
afternoon. i run out of money. so i go public bank. mesin rosak. ok. so i go hong leong bank. "akaun anda tidak sah". ok. so i go bank islam. wait.. sri aman dont have bank islam. ok. i go OK shop again. tauke talk to me almost 30 mins. ok.
Tuesday.
I wake up early at 6.06 a.m., i go general hospital, follow ppl berbaris, take no.37. so i think 1 min for 1 patient, so i plan to come back at 7.30 am. but when i come back at 7.19 am, my nombor pass. so i get new number, no.105. ok. they lost my vdrl form. ok. i didnt bring any rubber hair for doing x-ray. ok. (i borrow it at last.) i dont know how to wear the baju x-ray. ok. (luckily i saw an old lady how to wear it and i back to wear it for second time, apathen, i will be most sexiest woman for taking x-ray.) i saw my blood pump out as a line when the nurse take out the needle from my arm, and my arm bruised later. ok. i wan wait my fren to go eat lunch but the minute my fren come out from his room, i be called to my room. ok. and the medical assistants say some tests cant be done becoz tidak sempat. ok.
so...i havent eat yet for past 18 hours alr. but i decided to go dr.guang first to ask for the test. the nurse's attitude shows she having bad day also. ok. doctor help me take blood on my other hand but didnt success. ok. so finally i go eat fast food and order ice milo but guess what? the ice milo really got ice but it is warm de. sigh*
Wednesday.
I wake up early at 7.00 a.m., i eat my breakfast and drink my water in a rush, as doctor ask me eat and must drink a lot of water yesterday. and i go dr.guang. and i wait. wait. then nurse call me go inside. then doctor help me take my blood. this is THIRD BLOOD TAKEN IN 2 DAYS. and this time really hurt and take longer time too to find my fucking vessel and i swear i got pray to guanyin buddha jesus and god but still take a long time to finally reach my blood. ok. ok. so i go home to help to sembahyang program. i use my 2 needled hands shift so many heavy things like watermelon, steamed chicken and pork and duck and other things which make me feel i m gonna to make my both hands cacat. fine. when everyone go home and dad go mukah and sis go sibu, i vacuuming the floor and sending back kakak and bringing my mum go buy things. ok. leave the day until here.
Thursday.
FINALLY! COME TO FUCKING TODAY.
i wake up early at 7.00 am. thinking myself having good sleep yesterday. so i back home get myself dressed after sending my mum go work. then i go take passport photo and oh gosh, it's ghost pic. damn fucking swollen eyes. my fault. ok. after having nice and happy breakfast wif girl frens, i go take my mum from office. and while i drive to jkr, fucking rubbish things start coming. cute digi agent calls me say that htc one is run out of stock. THIS IS FUCKING SECOND TIME 2 PHONE AGENTS TELL ME THEY CANT GET ME THE PHONE AFTER THEY PROMISE ME THEY WILL!! first time is penang maxis agent. he say to my sis he will send to me in 2 weeks. after send him the money i wait very patiently and peace, but after almost 1 month he say cant get the phone to me in short. and return money to me. ok. fine. so i decided to give up on htc one alr. but later that i go kch, the digi agent raise up my hope again. he tell me sure can get the phone, but the timing problem only becoz of raya, and he still confirm me i can get the phone b4 i leave to kl. so i believe him again, becoz he really such a nice and helpful guy, plus he didnt ask me pay any money for the phone or plan first. just tell me wait for his call once the phone reach. BUT WHAT FUCKING YOU TELL ME TODAY YOU CANT GET THE PHONE TO ME AGAIN???!?!?! WHY YOU PROMISE ME EARLIER THEN??!?!?!!! WHY YOU GIVE ME HOPE AND LET ME DOWN FOR SECOND TIME??!???!!!! WHY?????? WHY??!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!ok. fine. i didnt get angry actually. i feel angry yes. but i didnt show it in action. i make calm.
after go home. my family blame me for this. ok. fine. i wan call the agent to discuss which phone to take next but i found out i run out of phone credit. ok. fine. so i try use bank islam to do the reload and the system say alr minus rm10 from my account but nothing fucking happen to my phone. ok. fine. i use cimb online banking again and it's success this time. thanks god.
i online check things while making decision which phone i should get after the phone call. and i checked tiok jpa is opened alr for stpm top students and i try to get the pemohonan and found out there is no pemohonan but just check the name list and my ic is not in there. ok. fine. i m not stpm top student. and non-stpm-top-student cant apply for jpa what fucking i just realize. (or maybe there got other pemohonan i not sure.) nvr mind. then i saw ppl say ptptn need wat documents and one of them is wat surat pengesahan penjaga kedua tidak bekerja. what fucking is that surat pengesahan tidak bekerja. ok fine. ok fine. ok really fine.
last, i go hong leong bank again and try my bank card, it's still "akaun anda tidak sah". so i go ask officer there see is it my problem or my card's sim problem. and guess what? the officer say it is not my problem just hello kitty bank card cant be used anymore and must change to blue bank card. and i m like WHAT IS YOUR HONG LEONG BANK FUCKING STUPID POINT THEN TO MAKE HELLO KITTY BANK CARD AVAILABLE AT THE VERY FIRST PLACE?!!!?!?!?!!!! DONT YOU DONT EVER MAKE IT AVAILABLE AS YOU WAN TO BAN IT DONT YOU FUCKING STUPID DONT YOU THINK AND SAY AND DO???!?!??!!!!!! i didnt get angry in action. really. i just calm and asked so can i change the card now. and the officer say today system down. ok fine. SYSTEM DOWN.
so, here is my story about how i really feel i get 衰神 beside me these few days. i been needled to take blood three times in 2 days, 2 times at the same place on my left arm, wake up very early continuously for days, go public bank mesin rosak, go hong leong bank akaun tidak sah and go bank islam which never existed, 2 times 2 different agents give me hope and promise me can get me the htc one and i really wait very peaceful and happily and patiently for 2 times but fucking tell me cant at last and also fucking for 2 times, and my family dont trust me and still think i m childish and dont know anything and my best friend go accompany her boyfriend and my boyfriend go accompany his best friend. this world is really a dump thing and i m gonna leave it and jump into another dumper world, soon.
cheers! i can live well on my own wif my bad luck. really. i could.
ya, that's all.
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